ABOUT ME
• crazy but not wild
• Devoted
• Loved
• I'm addicted to my bunshin, music, writing, my bunshin, bleach, pictures, did i say my bunshin yet?
• I love to dance... i move.
• I'm fascinated with anime
• I love rainy Monday mornings
• I dream of a simple life
• I love traveling
• I stay home simply to spend time with my family
• I recently got bitten by the computer bug
• I love theater
• I have deep affection for dogs
• I love drawing but drawing seems to have developed a mild aversion towards me
• If given a chance, I'd go to VIENNA!
• I love my bunshin
• I love hugging
• When deeply saddened or undeniably happy, i write.
• my life is an unwritten book filled with wonderful adventures
contact >> ♥ miaka ♥
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Its Official.63 days has turned into 118... Knowing this, brought a riot of emotions i can't seem to identify at the moment. I've survived almost 2 months without... I'll survive the next 4 months coming.
Wrong.
We've survived the past 2 months and
we'll survive the coming 4 months. I look at the situation as calmly and as logically as possible. We have plans. At the moment we know we wont be able to push through with it if we don't have all our resources available. And so He gave us an opportunity to prepare... get ourselves ready. But not without sacrifice. I understand that. Both my heart and my mind understands that need.
And so even when my heart aches of missing him, I accept the situation as it is.
Our journey together is one that will test the firmness of our love and our willingness to sacrifice when the need arises. And so i open my heart to the endless possibilities and challenges that may come and simply pray that my heart remains strong.
As I think of all these i am reminded of an excerpt introduced by a very good friend of mine:
The Difficulties of Love (Song of Songs 2:1-3:5)
There's no easy way to put this: Loving another person is hard work. It doesn't take a couple long to learn that the loving feelings they once had for one another flitter and fade away over time. Sure these feelings make appearances now and again as the relationship matures, but their absence is more common than their presence. After the feelings diminish, it's down to the hard work of growing closer, humbling ourselves, addressing conflict, remaining pure, living selflessly, and apologizing—all of which describes a growing, loving relationship. When two people are committed to living biblically in their marriage, the joys outweigh the pains and the smiles overshadow the tears over time. Are you working hard through the difficulties of love or are you hardly working?
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