ABOUT ME
• crazy but not wild
• Devoted
• Loved
• I'm addicted to my bunshin, music, writing, my bunshin, bleach, pictures, did i say my bunshin yet?
• I love to dance... i move.
• I'm fascinated with anime
• I love rainy Monday mornings
• I dream of a simple life
• I love traveling
• I stay home simply to spend time with my family
• I recently got bitten by the computer bug
• I love theater
• I have deep affection for dogs
• I love drawing but drawing seems to have developed a mild aversion towards me
• If given a chance, I'd go to VIENNA!
• I love my bunshin
• I love hugging
• When deeply saddened or undeniably happy, i write.
• my life is an unwritten book filled with wonderful adventures
contact >> ♥ miaka ♥
Friday, May 27, 2011
Incomplete
Missing
Longing
Yearning
For you.
Can u hold me?
Keep me close to your warmth.
Allow time to stand still
With me in your arms.
And I will forget the world.
Its just you and me.
No one else.
But you and me.
I bring you in my dreams.
Keep you in my memory.
So no one can take u away from me.
Not time. Not distance. No one.
Because I am meant for you
And you are meant for me.
In this life or the next.
I am yours.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011
CannonballStill a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Scared.
Scared of the thought of conditional love.
The love laced with expectations i won't ever meet.
The love that comes with a "but"
I want to fall in love again.
I want to go back to how it was before.
When I lose myself in the knowledge that I am loved..
not for what i can do,
but for all that i am in this crazy world.
I wish I was perfect.
I wish I was everything you dream me of being.
I wish I could fulfill all your fantasies and more.
I'm just plain scared to fall in love again...
because I don't think I can take the hurt you've caused
one more time.
I don't think I'm strong enough for that.
So I'll take this a day at a time...
Perhaps.
One day, I find myself no longer scared.
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Friday, October 01, 2010
I'm sick.
I'm sick and tired.
I'm sick and tired of being pushed around.
I'm sick and tired of being taken for granted.
I'm sick and tired of always trying to fight for what is due me.
I'm sick and tired of being the one to always give way.
I'm sick and tired of being thought of as stupid when I'm NOT.
I'm sick and tired of being second when i know i should be FIRST.
I'm sick and tired of always having to fight for my kids when I SHOULDN'T.
I'm sick and tired of realizing that I will never be understood no matter how much i hope things would change.
I'm sick and tired of THIS.
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Monday, July 19, 2010
Let me go. You only make me unhappy.
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
The beginning...
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
crying because i miss my husband...
crying because i miss my son...
crying because i miss my family...
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Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
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